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六月十五·跑跑不跑

安猪转了一段范跑跑的访谈,我写点自己的看法

看了腾讯的访谈,挺有意思的。

我觉得他的讲话,主要抓住几点:

  1. 他抓住一点就是他的叙事是策略性的,而不是真的反应出他的人格,是为了突出他的反抗和挑起争论而不代表他真的道德低下。
  2. 他从法理上论证教师职业是没有义务在冒着生命危险救助学生的。
  3. 他强调个体权利(人权?)在没有充分被保护的情况下之下过分强调整体权利会造成实质上对个体权利的漠视和侵犯。
  4. 教师职业的权利义务对等观(传统的师德观点未必正确——那么个人主义的价值观是正确的吗?他强调了前者却又避而不谈后者)

纵观他的几次访谈,都是把事件从个人层面上升到社会和抽象的价值观的对立。我在承认后者在当下中国确实值得关注的情况下又不得不怀疑他这种叙述策略是某种
实质上的开脱(开脱有什么不对吗?)他始终咬定他的内心是挣扎而痛苦的,却出于“大义”而选择不谈个人问题,但是不管在哪次访谈中都看不到他的挣扎和痛苦在哪里。他只
是合理化他的行为。他所讲的许多都是“事实”,但未必是真理。

权利、权益和博弈是他强调的重点。道德只是建筑在利益和权力之上的(这又是一个值得辩论的观点)我个人并不喜欢范跑跑。但是对照央视那种统一口径的宣传策
略,无疑范跑跑的个案越显“人性化”(但是人性也有趋利避苦的倾向),并且获得越来越多追随者。我觉得如果说范跑跑对政府的意识形态宣传来说是个眼中钉的
话,那么容忍他的存在并且让他开口是不是一种民主的表现?

最重要的恐怕是上面的所说的这些观点代表我们目前社会,不管从价值观还是制度层面的不足。发现这些不足的过程就是不断涌现出的范跑跑这样的人物。他们也许不高尚,甚至惹人烦。他所说的一切,他给我们造成的一切困扰,都是促使我们反思和前进的动力,也许是唯一的动力了。

PS,看到他的讲话让我想到了Battlestar Galactica中审判Baltar那一段,异曲同工啊!有人有同感吗?:)

Letter from the west, where China shows a second face Pt2

I was hired as a contract teacher 3 years ago, with salary only 1/3 of official teachers. There were several other teachers like me before, but I didn’t see any of them this time. I was told they are “suggested” to leave under the new national policy to “clean up” all the contract teachers. Now all the teachers hired are official and certificated. But this “clean up” process was some time cruel because some contract teachers have taught for years and didn’t receive anything for compensation. It really depends on where you teacher, I was told. In some richer regions, more than 80% of contract teachers are recruited as official ones.

Salary for official teachers has been greatly improved. Long-Long, my former roommate told me that he now earn about 700 yuan (about $100) a month, about 150 more than 3 years ago. And Xiao even earns 750 for his administrative position in the school. “But all the prices for oils, foods go up recently.” Long-Long told me.

All the students don’t have too pay tuition now. Central government has made commitment for continuing investing in rural education. And the policy is carried out through different level of administrations fast.Since last year, all the rural students in 5 western economically less developed provinces were exempted from tuition in primary and lower secondary level. Xiao shows the school account book to me. “Now we only collect 150 yuan a semester misc fees, which is a small amount even for rural families.” That money is used for repairing/maintaining school facilities, and buying coal in winter for heating.

“But we still don’t have money for new school buildings.” Xiao also said, “Now it’s a big concern because of those collapses in Sichuan after earthquake you know.” They now get money for daily usage, but now enough to do any major renovation.

“Money is not a big concern.” Xiao said. “The government has pouring a lot of money into rural education and you know, the situation is improving during the years. Though we still can’t compared with urban schools (on money) but is far better” I agree with that. I still remember when I was here 3 years ago, students still have to pay 200 a semester. Now those students who boards at school even get subsidy from government, 1.5 per day for dining. Usually enough for rural kids.

So what do you think are still missing and with urgent needs in school today I asked.

We should teach the students how to be good person. Xiao said.

He told me there are more local violence and thefts caused by students and it’s very hard to manage the classroom these days. “Students just know more and they are not obeying. And their parents have gone out for working. All the responsibilities are thrown to schools. But what can we do?”

“And I think we should change our evaluation system too.” He added up, “The school still like old days, all we care about is graduation rates and how many students could go to key high schools. But only less than 20 percent could go to high school in total.”

Should we care more about the rest of them? What do they need? I am wondering.

They introduced me to Mr. Shi, headmaster of local primary school. We have be exchanging email since last year but haven’t met yet. Mr. Shi told me education administrative in W-city city decide to open 2 large boarding schools in this district, which means all the current middle schools and primary school will be merged into two big ones. “Provincial and central government already give the money to them. It’s just a matter of time.” He said, “Maybe next time you come you won’t see my school.” The rationale behind boarding school might be reasonable: because of the one-child policy, number of incoming new students is declining over the years. Some primary schools even only have less than 100 students. But people live all over the district, some students have to walk 5 km to school everyday. It looks like to build one large school rather than maintain several small ones are more economic and easy to manage. And the earthquake this year gives government a solid backup: rural schools needs better, safer facilities.

But he also mentions that his school is in a better shape than the other 8 schools in this district because he doesn’t owe any money to the bank. Other schools “at least owe 30,000 yuan or more”. The debts grows over the years because they can’t get enough funding from local district to pay teacher salaries.

“We have enough money for daily usage. But we still need more to pay back the banks for all the money (mainly teacher salaries) over the years.” China has changed its tax system over the years. As a part of the reform, the responsibility of finance the education has been decentralized to local level. But as have been studied and reported widely, many rural schools and districts therefore can’t always get enough fund because the tax base is very weak and transfer payment from above is very limited.

五月二十三·证书

Bill Schmidt是学院里很有名的一位教授,他很早就开始研究美国的教育制度和其他国家的相比有什么不足之处。他的一句名言是” The curriculum in the United States is a mile wide and an inch deep.“ 大意是说美国的教材千差万别(也可以说是千奇百怪),覆盖了非常广的知识面,但是内容却非常浅显。这可能是美国学生在理科方面学习一直不好的原因。比方有的高中数学课本厚达上千页,却对每个知识点只是蜻蜓点水。造成这个问题的原因有多方面,以来教材选择由学区决定,而学区基本上是一个一个独立自治的主体。另一方面教科书市场高度商业化,出版商出于商业利益每隔一段时间就要更新扩充现有教科书的内容(更新版本这样就不得不买新的书或者提高售价)。

稍微扯远了一点。之所以今天想到这个问题是因为我现在工作的项目拿到了全州教师资格认定的数据。每位持证上岗的教师必须被政府认证。美国政府非常细致得划分了不同专业(证书)。这些各式各样的证书让我大开眼界,比方说光是Science就有以下这些认证:

  • Biology 生物
  • Chemistry 化学
  • Physics 物理
  • Earth Space (地球物理?)
  • Integrated Science
  • Astronomy 天文学
  • Natural Science
  • General Science
  • Chemistry Biology (生物化学)
  • Botany (植物学)
  • Zoology 动物学
  • Physical Science
  • Physics Math (物理数学?)
  • Exact Science
  • Geology Earth
  • Geology
  • Plant Science

这些证书都是用于中小学教师的。而且每个证书之内还有细分。比方说物理学就有,能教K-12年级(幼儿园到高中毕业全能)、K-9年级、6-12年级(中学部分)、6-8年级(初中)、5-12年级、5-9年级、K-8年级。光证书就一共有2000种以上(是的,你没有看错)

在整理数据的时候我就在想,这一方面体现了人家教育发展的先进性,覆盖到了很多不同的方面。比方你在中国想学天文学,除了进大学读相关专业,是没地方开这种课的。但是另一方面,过多细分的课会不会分散学生的注意力?毕竟整个K-12年级只有那么多时间。有那么多“专业认证”的老师,必然就会开这么多的课,这些课程应该怎么设置又是学问,到底是必须,选修,还是几个学校联合开一门课。甚至这些课程的合理性又如何来解释呢?(比方说可以开到大学去啊)

中国能学美国这套吗?

五月十七·站边

学院的邮件列表上又讨论起了Two Million Minutes这个电影。不知道是不是Jack个人的忧患意识很强,还是说这是美国教育界的一个主流思想呢?我上次回应他的邮件,我说我认为这个纪录片反应的焦虑和不安折射了美国知识界对于整个全球化过程中其他国家崛起的一种警讯反应。这个电影的标题“2百万分钟”意思是一个学生在高中生涯里所度过的时间。这个电影的作者认为高中生活是决定个人未来命运的关键时刻,而中国和印度的高中生正在超越美国的同龄人(至少在理科领域)。

电影中所呈现的是印度和中国学生的高度竞争和投入。我想对于我们从这个制度下过来的人是再熟悉不过的了:内容很深的课本,高强度的练习以及同僚压力。从一方面来说,这是事实,塑造了这两个国家学生非常扎实的基础,但是从另一个方面来讲,我们失去的是否也是同样多呢?

我随便在google上搜了一下对于这个电影的评价,看到一个阿拉斯加的家长写的blog,她选择了home school自己的小孩:

Two Million Minutes is really a comparison of cultures. India and China are moving into an advanced technological economy poised for prosperity. Americans have lived in such affluence for many years. Our secondary students are not pushed to achieve. There is little competition and accountability. Even the minimal accountability required by NCLB has brought loud, incessant complaining from the educational establishment. Personally, we’ve chosen to homeschool our own kids because we are not satisfied with the rigor of academics in public schools. But, I freely admit our home academics are not what the Chinese and Indian students maintain. There’s no way that my son would voluntarily go to two hours of tutoring daily in addition to his regular studies. The motivation is just not there. Nor am I motivated to make him do it.

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Freedom and opportunity allow people to choose vocations and careers and change vocations and careers. Competition produces excellence in those vocations. That’s the downside of highly-competitive, high-stakes secondary programs. They lock a kid into a lifelong course with limited opportunity to change.

我想到的是在这个“中国教育成功还是美国教育成功”的辩论中,我们看到的是一些可以被量化的东西,比方中国每年毕业多少理科学生(工程师),美国多少。每年有多少工程方面的工作转移到了中国和印度。但是也同样忽略了很多没法量化的东西,就像那位家长讲的:Life, Liberty, and Pursuit of Happiness (生活、自由和追求幸福的权利)。乍一看起来这些概念很空洞——这到底是什么意思?但是我们的教育到底教给学生们多少自己掌握自己前途和追求自己生活的能力呢?毕竟归根结底,教育是一个国家发展的基石,可也是引向个人幸福的重要通道。当美国学生在高中就开始自己决定将来要干什么,虽然很多的决定幼稚、不全面,但是他们很早就卖出了第一步。而我们在这方面做得很少。

从这个角度来看,我很羡慕美国有Nation At Risk这样全国性的报告来不断提醒教育者他们所走的路可能有问题(虽然我并不认同改革的方向)。我们什么时候能全面地看待教育体制的不足?

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昨天和hailing讨论她的话语分析论文。如果我没有理解错的话她跟我讲了在研究态度之上的一种矛盾。一方面我们被美国的训练要求用批判的眼光看待一切事物,另方面我们国内的训练和经历又在不断为现实辩解,不断justify 既有的政策。举个例子我们讲到了农村的户籍制度。她说站在农村人民的立场上,这是一个歧视性的,不公正的制度。这是一个立场和价值判断问题,它会影响到我们分析这个问题的角度和方法。但是我提出来的看法是,当然从道义的角度可以这样看,但是这个政策有合理性吗?在当时的环境之下是不是有更好的政策选择?从个人主义的立场,每个人的价值都是重要的,怎么能够牺牲一部分人来成就另外一部分人?从集体主义的立场来说,永远有个大目标置于所有人之上,为此一部分人是可以先做出让步的。可是是不是因为我来自城市,没有经受过歧视性地成长经历所以我会选择从正面来解读这个政策呢?也许是的,因为我无法把我的成长因素从我的研究中分离出去。于是每个人都会因为自己的经验而有一个既定的立场,除非有足够的证据来推翻这个立场,那么通常这个立场就会左右一个人的研究。

这种立场造成的冲突有时候在内心发生,有时候在与外界的交流过程中发生。我不觉得我们能够克服它的影响。或许说没有立场的研究还有价值吗?但是我想说的我们应该正视一切的证据、资料随时做好准备因为我们的预设可能是错误的。这样才能不断克服无知和谬误。

虽然说起来这样,但真的做很难很难。

四月二十八·路

今天看到金融时报的魏城的文章里写道:

中国《商务周刊》以社论的形式发表了《就火炬传递给西方的一封信》,作者自称是一群”怀着恭敬的心情阅读过一些来自西方的政治、经济、法律、哲学和社会文化方面的书籍,并在多年的新闻从业生涯中努力让自己按照独立、客观、真实的职业要求来思考和写作”的中国新闻从业人员,他们如此向西方的同行们诉苦:”我们一直在努力进步,向你们看齐。我们那么认真和真诚地希望融入到你们之中,和你们携手前进。但是这些不幸的事件让我们悲哀地想到你们的丛林法则。看到我们刚刚信仰的自由、平等、博爱如何被你们庸俗地使用着。你们无法理解,这些熠熠生辉的美好词汇的破灭对我们所造成的伤害。”

我现在开始逐渐能够理解这种幻灭的感觉,那就是发现不管自己怎么改变:“民主、科学、发展、文明” 最后却发现自己仍然是西方严重的“他者、异族、落后”的代表。有的人会坚定地认为“那是因为我们学得还不够,西方化还不彻底”,可我自己逐渐转移到“也许我们真的有一条不同于西方人的价值观、生活方式、发展方式”这条路上来了。这种对于“西学”的执着和失落也是中国百年现代进程的一个缩影。对于西方,既要学习,却也体认到“我们是不同的,也不可能变得一样”(至于那种人类一体的理想?可能只是乌托邦吧)这种矛盾的情绪在一代代中国人的身上体现出来。





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